20. 3. 2011

weird gap

A very weird day...today, it is.
I hope this gloomy and weird feeling that I'm having lately will soon go away, far far away!
The spring is coming, I want to be happy, smiling, enjoying the good weather and atmosphere, so do something with yourself bebe, ok? :D
I should not forget to tell you about how did that thing with diploma thesis go, well, it went great, I got what I wanted! :)) But you know, how it often ends when you want something soo much, and when you get it, you just don't feel that satisfaction that you would have expected....hmm...same here...but I hope that this is just a very short period that will pass, and I will enjoy writing the thesis as much as I can ;) sounds funny, doesn't it :D
So thanks to all the people that kept fingers crossed for me ;)
This semester seems to be very exhausting right now,even though I sometimes have the feeling that I want to write something here, my conscience won't allow me to do it, and keeps telling me that I'm wasting my precious time. But I need to learn how to say SHUT UP to it :D
Still preparing for my presentation, I hope it will go well, and I hope that my front tooth, that has decided to break and fall of will not hinder my performance. I look like an old witch or a kind of  madonna-that-went-wrong, with this awful gap...I rely fully on my dentist, I hope he can do miracles :D
[and no I won't post  a picture of my beautiful smile, I don't want you to have nightmares and stuff ;)]

And a song for today :)

18. 3. 2011

Make me a good man, but not yet. ~Oscar Wilde

Few seconds ago, a got a crazy idea that on Wednesday [the presentation day] I will go to school looking like Oscar Wilde, to make it more interesting, and also in case if everything will go wrong, the audience will be amused at least. Yeah, I am shy, awkward, and I am shit-scared of talking in front of the whole class, but so what?! Life's a challenge! :)

4. 3. 2011

I'm always thinking about myself and I expect everyone else to do the same

Having read Oscar Wilde's biography [by Richard Ellmann], I am now watching the movie about him that was based on his biography. At first I was a little worried about the actor who plays Wilde, but I think I got used to him [but I still think he could have been played but someone younger]. It seems to be very faithful to the book, if I don't take into account that a lot of things weren't in the movie...but I understand it completely....it would be too long...but the scenes they chose were the same as in the book [at least I think they were], and that's what I like about the british movies. I read the book and I am watching the film because I am going to have a presentation at school about him - more specifically...comparing the book with the movie. I am very curious how it will go...which gay sex scene I am going to choose and so on :D
Now I know a lot more about his life I think I understand his works a bit better....especially the Ballad of Reading Gaol, after reading about his prison years...which were not very emphasized in the movie sadly. And I like him even more. :)

and his lover Bosie [Lord Alfred Douglas]

Maybe I will write something more about his life here, after the presentation.
Pics are from Google.