6. 10. 2011

a short babble of an insecure idealist

I'm really confused, shocked and disgusted at some things happening around me...I don't know if I should laugh, cry or be happy that there are only a couple months of this crazy chaos left...but the thing is...atm I don't see any future for me in this crazy world...it seems to me that I'm just too fuckin' idealistic for this here..and when I complain and try to change that things that I'm unsatisfied with I only get a dry "deal with it, that's how it works here..and everywhere"
Oh well, I'm sorry that's not how I am, I will try to live up to my personal beliefs as long as I can!
Maybe I'm just overwhelmed a bit, feeling anxious and making a mountain out of a mole-hill..I don't know...but I hope that tomorrow I'm gonna feel a bit better..

1 komentár:

  1. Pošlem ti kľudne všetky búrky od nás ...mile rada :)